I’ve never seen the ocean.
I’ve never stood at the end of the earth, toes digging in the sand, warm wind kissing my face. I haven’t felt that awe in a long time.
My heart hurts. Waves of the misery keeps ebbing and flowing through me. Every time I think it might fade, it hits me even harder.
Almost 200 days, and the loss still feels the same. I don’t want to feel this anymore. I don’t want to grieve for someone I meant nothing to.I miss