I’ve never seen the ocean.

I’ve never stood at the end of the earth, toes digging in the sand, warm wind kissing my face. I haven’t felt that awe in a long time.

My heart hurts. Waves of the misery keeps ebbing and flowing through me. Every time I think it might fade, it hits me even harder.

Almost 200 days, and the loss still feels the same. I don’t want to feel this anymore. I don’t want to grieve for someone I meant nothing to.I miss

I can’t.



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